"Forrats。
"
IV
Sothenextdayweallsaid,
"Shewillkillherself
";andwesaiditwouldbethebestthing。WhenshehadfirstbeguntobeseenwithHomerBarron,wehadsaid,
"Shewillmarryhim。
"Thenwesaid,
"Shewillersuadehimyet,
"becauseHomerhimselfhadremarked-helikedmen,anditwasknownthathedrankwiththeyoungermenintheElk&aos;sClub-thathewasnotamarryingman。Laterwesaid,
"PoorEmily,
"behindthejalousiesastheyassedonSundayafternoonintheglitteringbuggy,MissEmilywithherheadhighandHomerBarronwithhishatcockedandacigarinhisteeth,reinsandwhiinayellowglove。
Thensomeoftheladiesbegantosaythatitwasadisgracetothetownandabadexamletotheyoungeole。Themendidnotwanttointerfere,butatlasttheladiesforcedtheBatistminister-MissEmily&aos;seolewereEiscoal-tocalluonher。Hewouldneverdivulgewhathaenedduringthatinterview,butherefusedtogobackagain。ThenextSundaytheyagaindroveaboutthestreets,andthefollowingdaytheminister&aos;swifewrotetoMissEmily&aos;srelationsinAlabama。
Soshehadblood-kinunderherroofagainandwesatbackwatchdeveloments。Atfirstnothinghaened。Thenweweresurethattheyweretobemarried。WelearnedthatMissEmilyhadbeentothejeweler&aos;sandorderedaman&aos;stoiletsetinsilver,withthelettersH。B。oneachiece。Twodayslaterwelearnedthatshehadboughtacomleteoutfitofmen&aos;sclothing,includinganightshirt,andwesaid,
"Theyaremarried。
"Wewerereallyglad。WeweregladbecausethetwofemalecousinswereevenmoreGriersonthanMissEmilyhadeverbeen。
SowewerenotsurrisedwhenHomerBarron-thestreetshadbeenfinishedsometimesince-wasgone。Wewerealittledisaointedthattherewasnotaublicblowing-off,butwebelievedthathebadgoneontoreareforMissEmily&aos;scoming,ortogiveherachancetogetridofthecousins。(Bythattimeitwasacabal,andwewereallMissEmily&aos;salliestohelcircumventthecousins。)Sureenough,afteranotherweektheydearted。And,aswehadexectedallalong,withinthreedaysHomerBarronwasbackintown。AneighborsawtheNegromanadmithimatthekitchendooratduskoneevening。
AndthatwasthelastwesawofHomerBarron。AndofMissEmilyforsometime。TheNegromanwentinandoutwiththemarketbasket,butthefrontdoorremainedclosed。Nowandthenwewouldseeheratawindowforamoment,asthemendidthatnightwhentheysrinkledthelime,butforalmostsixmonthsshedidnotaearonthestreets。Thenweknewthatthiswastobeexectedtoo;asifthatqualityofherfatherwhichhadthwartedherwoman&aos;slifesomanytimeshadbeentoovirulentandtoofurioustodie。
WhenwenextsawMissEmily,shehadgrownfatandherhairwasturninggray。Duringthenextfewyearsitgrewgrayerandgrayeruntilitattainedaneveneer-and-saltiron-gray,whenitceasedturning。Utothedayofherdeathatseventy-fouritwasstillthatvigorousiron-gray,likethehairofanactiveman。
Fromthattimeonherfrontdoorremainedclosed,saveforaeriodofsixorsevenyears,whenshewasaboutforty,duringwhichshegavelessonsinchina-ainting。Shefitteduastudioinoneofthedownstairsrooms,wherethedaughtersandgranddaughtersofColonelSartoris&aos;contemorariesweresenttoherwiththesameregularityandinthesamesiritthattheyweresenttochurchonSundayswithatwenty-fivecentieceforthecollectionlate。Meanwhilehertaxeshadbeenremitted。
Thenthenewergenerationbecamethebackboneandthesiritofthetown,andtheaintinguilsgrewuandfellawayanddidnotsendtheirchildrentoherwithboxesofcolorandtediousbrushesandicturescutfromtheladies&aos;magazines。Thefrontdoorcloseduonthelastoneandremainedclosedforgood。WhenthetowngotfreeostaldeliveryMissEmilyalonerefusedtoletthemfastenthemetalnumbersaboveherdoorandattachamailboxtoit。Shewouldnotlistentothem。
Daily,monthly,yearlywewatchedtheNegrogrowgrayerandmorestooed,goinginandoutwiththemarketbasket。EachDecemberwesentherataxnotice,whichwouldbereturnedbytheostofficeaweeklater,unclaimed。Nowandthenwewouldseeherinoneofthedownstairswindows-shehadevidentlyshututhetofloorofthehouse-likethecarventorsoofanidolinaniche,lookingornotlookingatus,wecouldnevertellwhich。Thussheassedfromgenerationtogeneration-dear,inescaable,imervious,tranquil,anderverse。
Andsoshedied。Fellillinthehousefilledwithdustandshadows,withonlyadodderingNegromantowaitonher。Wedidnotevenknowshewassick;wehadlongsincegivenutryingtogetanyinformationfromtheNegro。Hetalkedtonoone,robablynoteventoher,forhisvoicehadgrownharshandrusty,asiffromdisuse。
Shediedinoneofthedownstairsrooms,inaheavywalnutbedwithacurtain,hergrayheadroedonaillowyellowandmoldywithageandlackofsunlight。
V
TheNegrometthefirstoftheladiesatthefrontdoorandletthemin,withtheirhushed,sibilantvoicesandtheirquick,curiousglances,andthenhedisaeared。Hewalkedrightthroughthehouseandoutthebackandwasnotseenagain。
Thetwofemalecousinscameatonce。Theyheldthefuneralonthesecondday,withthetowncomingtolookatMissEmilybeneathamassofboughtflowers,withthecrayonfaceofherfathermusingrofoundlyabovethebierandtheladiessibilantandmacabre,andtheveryoldmen-someintheirbrushedConfederateuniforms-ontheorchandthelawn,talkingofMissEmilyasifshehadbeenacontemoraryoftheirs,believingthattheyhaddancedwithherandcourtedhererhas,confusingtimewithitsmathematicalrogression,astheolddo,towhomalltheastisnotadiminishingroad,but,instead,ahugemeadowwhichnowintereverquitetouches,dividedfromthemnowbythenarrowbottleneckofthemostrecentdecadeofyears。
Alreadyweknewthattherewasoneroominthatregionabovestairswhichnoonehadseeninfortyyears,andwhichwouldhavetobeforced。TheywaiteduntilMissEmilywasdecentlyinthegroundbeforetheyoenedit。
Theviolenceofbreakingdownthedoorseemedtofillthisroomwithervadingdust。Athin,acridallasofthetombseemedtolieeverywhereuonthisroomdeckedandfurnishedasforabridal:uonthevalancecurtainsoffadedrosecolor,uontherose-shadedlights,uonthedressingtable,uonthedelicatearrayofcrystalandtheman&aos;stoiletthingsbackedwithtarnishedsilver,silversotarnishedthatthemonogramwasobscured。Amongthemlayacollarandtie,asiftheyhadjustbeenremoved,which,lifted,leftuonthesurfaceaalecrescentinthedust。Uonachairhungthesuit,carefullyfolded;beneathitthetwomuteshoesandthediscardedsocks。
Themanhimselflayinthebed。
Foralongwhilewejuststoodthere,lookingdownattherofoundandfleshlessgrin。Thebodyhadaarentlyoncelainintheattitudeofanembrace,butnowthelongsleethatoutlastslove,thatconquerseventhegrimaceoflove,hadcuckoldedhim。Whatwasleftofhim,rottedbeneathwhatwasleftofthenightshirt,hadbecomeinextricablefromthebedinwhichhelay;anduonhimanduontheillowbesidehimlaythatevencoatingoftheatientandbidingdust。
Thenwenoticedthatinthesecondillowwastheindentationofahead。Oneofusliftedsomethingfromit,andleaningforward,thatfaintandinvisibledustdryandacridinthenostrils,wesawalongstrandofiron-grayhair。
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