〃Aint you looking right at me; John Coffey?〃
He said nothing to this; only went on studying me with his strange; leaky gaze。 I sighed。
〃In a second; big boy。〃
I looked over at Delacroix; who was standing at the bars of his cell。 Mr。 Jingles; his pet mouse (Delacroix would tell you hed trained Mr。 Jingles to do tricks; but us folks who worked on the Green Mile were pretty much unanimous in the opinion that Mr。 Jingles had trained himself); was jumping restlessly back and forth from one of Dels outstretched hands to the other; like an acrobat doing leaps from platforms high above the center ring。 His eyes were huge; his ears laid back against his sleek brown skull。 I hadnt any doubt that the mouse was reacting to Delacroixs nerves。 As I watched; he ran down Delacroixs pants leg and across the cell to where the brightly colored spool lay against one wall。 He pushed the spool back to Delacroixs foot and then looked up at him eagerly; but the little Cajun took no notice of his friend; at least for the time being。
〃What happen; boss?〃 Delacroix asked。 〃Who been hurt?〃
〃Everythings jake;〃 I said。 〃Our new boy came in like a lion; but now hes passed out like a lamb。 Alls well that ends well。〃
〃It aint over yet;〃 Delacroix said; looking up the Mile toward the cell where Wharton was jugged。 〃Lhomme mauvais; cest〃
〃Well;〃 I said; 〃dont let it get you down; Del。 Nobodys going to make you play skiprope with him out in the yard。〃
There was a creaking sound from behind me as Coffey got off his bunk。 〃Boss Edgebe!〃 he said again。 This time he sounded urgent。 〃I need to talk to you!〃
I turned to him; thinking; all right; no problem; talking was my business。 All the time trying not to shiver; because the fever had turned cold; as they sometimes will。 Except for my groin; which still felt as if it had been slit open; filled with hot coals; and then sewed back up again。
〃So talk; John Coffey;〃 I said; trying to keep my voice light and calm。 For the first time since hed e onto E Block; Coffey looked as though he was really here; really among us。 The almost ceaseless trickle of tears from the corners of his eyes had ceased; at least for the time being; and I knew he was seeing what he was looking at … Mr。 Paul Edgebe; E Blocks bull…goose screw; and not some place he wished he could return to; and take back the terrible thing hed done。
〃No;〃 he said。 〃You got to e in here。〃
〃Now; you know I cant do that;〃 I said; still trying for the light tone; 〃at least not right this minute。 Im on my own here for the time being; and you outweigh me by just about a ton and a half。 Weve had us one hooraw this afternoon; and thats enough。 So well just have us a chat through the bars; if its all the same to you; and … 〃
〃Please!〃 He was holding the bars so tightly that his knuckles were pale and his fingernails were white。 His face was long with distress; those strange eyes sharp with some need I could not understand。 I remember thinking that maybe I couldve understood it if I hadnt been so sick; and knowing that would have given me a way of helping him through the rest of it。 When you know what a man needs; you know the man; more often than not。 〃Please; Boss Edgebe! You have to e in!〃
Thats the nuttiest thing I ever heard; I thought; and then realized something even nuttier: I was going to do it。 I had my keys off my belt and I was hunting through them for the ones that opened John Coffeys cell。 He could have picked me up and broken me over his knee like kindling on a day when I was well and feeling fine; and this wasnt that day。 All the same; I was going to do it。 On my own; and less than half an hour after a graphic demonstration of where stupidity and laxness could get you when you were dealing with condemned murderers; I was going to open this black giants cell; go in; and sit with him。 If I was discovered; I might well lose my job even if he didnt do anything crazy; but I was going to do it; just the same。
Stop; I said to myself; you just stop now; Paul。 But I didnt。 I used one key on the top lock; another on the bottom lock; and then I slid the door back on its track。
〃You know; boss; that maybe not such a good idear;〃 Delacroix said in a voice so nervous and prissy it would probably have made me laugh under other circumstances。
〃You mind your business and Ill mind mine;〃 I said without looking around。 My eyes were fixed on John Coffeys; and fixed so hard they might have been nailed there。 It was like being hypnotized。 My voice sounded to my own ears like something which had e echoing down a long valley。 Hell; maybe I was hypnotized。 〃You just lie down and take you a rest。〃
〃Christ; this place is crazy;〃 Delacroix said in a trembling voice。 〃Mr。 Jingles; I just about wish theyd fry me and be done widdit!〃
I went into Coffeys cell。 He stepped away as I stepped forward。 When he was backed up against his bunk … it hit him in the calves; thats how tall he was … he sat down on it。 He patted the mattress beside him; his eyes never once leaving mine。 I sat down there next to him; and he put his arm around my shoulders; as if we were at the movies and I was his girl。
〃What do you want; John Coffey?〃 I asked; still looking into his eyes … those sad; serene eyes。
〃Just to help;〃 he said。 He sighed like a man will when hes faced with a job he doesnt much want to do; and then he put his hand down in my crotch; on that shelf of bone a foot or so below the navel。
〃Hey!〃 I cried。 〃Get your goddam hand………〃
A jolt slammed through me then; a big painless whack of something。
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